Joseph sets his jaw and ignores them, relieved to get away
for a
while. The angel of God had visited him and Mary about this
baby, but
he hadn't visited everyone in town. Joseph has heard the
townspeople
ridicule Mary. He has seen them point and then turn away,
ostracizing
her with their clenched teeth and cold shoulders.
"Perversion," they
have said. "Prostituted under the nose of her father." The
gossiped
indictments and whispered innuendoes have seeped under every
doorway.
The conception was not cloaked in anonymity. Everyone knew
her name.
They knew her father and mother's name. Joseph's own heart
has
throbbed with a dull pain for weeks, and looking at Mary, he
wonders
how someone so young is able to bear the burden of such a
stigma.
Mary lays her hands on her swollen belly. The baby dropped
into the
birth canal days ago, causing increasing discomfort. A chill
clings
to the shadows that stretch over the sleepy town, and Joseph
places a
thin blanket over Mary's legs. Joseph forces a smile and
quickens his
steps. What if she gives birth on the side of a mountain?
What if
the baby comes in the middle of the wilderness? What would
he do?
Who could help him? Several families from Nazareth are
traveling in
caravans on the road ahead and behind them, but Joseph does
not feel
he can rely on them for help. He has never felt so isolated
in his
life.